John was the most nervous to be debunked, so he wrote many things to try to prevent anyone from ever doing it. Many things are verifiable in the New Testament, but many things are also not verifiable, such as personal opinions by none other than John himself. God does exist, Yahusha the Messiah really walked the Earth, but it is impossible to truly believe and verify many of the things that was stated to have happened. If the End Times were truly predicted, which is impossible to do, then why are so many people desperate to make it true? There is a whole lot of truth behind the New Testament that many people are not seeing, and it's shocking to understand the validity of these things, while others clearly do not, and will follow along, instead of following Yah himself. If a man who grew up following the Torah knew all about it, then why wouldn't he lay claim to the prophecies and try to fulfill them himself? Have you ever seen how many people actually are brainwashed into thinking that they're this Jesus character? It's the most craziest phenomenon I've ever seen other than the vast contrast of that situation where people are also brainwashed into thinking they're the devil. The people who pretend to be the devil are desperate to be the damnedest, and boy does that shit get old, and boy does it get old quick. But, the story perpetuates the contrast between good and evil, and that is a freemason standpoint that promotes chaos, and is deadset on manipulating the situation in such a way that it enables them to bring order to chaos, and it's complete bullshit. Just look at this recent American economic situation that's being ushered so hard by the govt (whom we are religiously told to not trust) and look at how many people are willfully pushing for the worship of these false idols that have seemingly "come to save the day." It all adds up to quite the clusterfuck of an equation, and I'm fucking tired of it. And, much to John's dismay, I am going to say that he's full of shit, and that I reject his teachings and visions. I am here to say that no, I do not believe the story of "Jesus Christ," and that we are not being told many things that actually did happen behind the curtain that the text does not reveal. Joseph of Arimathea could have told us many things about what really happened during those times that John would not reveal, unless of course, he never really knew the truth, and was misled in order for Yahusha to finally die in peace, away from the troublemakers. I am a firm believer in Yah, and His Divine existence, but I just struggle to believe everything I read, when what I am reading doesn't truly add up.

Paul wrote Philippians, but, according to the Epistle of John, Paul is a false prophet. They both have their own sections in the Bible that rail against and oppose each other. This feud made its way into the Book of the Word of God, and to me, this should put both of their epistles into question. Why did they feel the need to be at odds over the truth and suggest that one is more worthy or more holy than the other? This is why I do not read nor care about either man's epistles. I only care about the truth, and neither man's book rings true with me. I am a reader and follower of the Old Testament. I am always sceptical over the New Testament. I prefer the older, the one without all the bickering over who is more right or more holy than the other. I especially say this because Paul lays claim that we should confess with our tongues that Yahuah is Yahusha Ha'Mashiach. I will not. Yahuah is Yahuah, and Yahusha is Yahusha. The only way we are to refer to them being one in the same, is through the Holy Spirit, which, to me, is our one universal consciousness, so to speak. But, even with that said, that is still Paul's section of the bible, which is the New Testament, which to me is full of bullshit. As I have said, the Old Testament is all that I consider to be the most accurate. The old Testament contains the books of Genesis and Jubilees. My preference is to stick to these two books mostly, and ignore the ridiculousness that is the New Testament. Not to say that there isn't goodness in the New Testament, there is plenty of goodness in the New Testament. This is just a personal preference I have about what content that I willingly choose to digest.